Hmmm, Ive been listening to this song since Saturday afternoon. Its like something that stays in your head after a while and stays there, repeatedly.
Seriously, This song keeps playing in my head every friggin now and then. Which is alot for me.
Anyways, As im writing this and listening to it at the same time I cant help but be reminded of a long ago relationship I had with this one girl.
Her name was Sarah and at the time I was with her she meant the world to me. But now I can see from all the cheating she gave me back then and all the lies I can just let it go and Pity the girl.
So, Why is this specific topic being Brought up? Because she added me on Myspace after a couple of years. I had forgoten about her completely and she comes back lol.
I shall tell the tale of how I met and how this came to be with her.
So, Its the summer of the year 2001. Im bored as hell and theres nothing to do, What does my dad think of? Summer Camp. The most cliche american activity for kids.
He finds a flyer for a week summer camp that takes us up north to a camp site. I personally loved the place and would love to go back one more time.
I must tell you though, This was the point of my life where I had no friends at all and spent all day on the computer playing Starcraft.
So my dad thought it would have been a good idea that I should get out more, and since theres almost nothing to do unless you have friends he wanted me to make some.
First day (Monday) there he drops me off at some parking lot in front of a fucking far-away Walmart. Where theres about 50kids all boarding a bus and leaving their bags in the storage.
I leave my bag in the big pile where they pick them up and load them and I say goodbye to my pops for this is going to be an adventure (I brought like this whole bag Of cereal as well xD, Fucking Fruity pebbles Rock).
So I'm on the bus and I dont know anyone for shit, So I end up sitting down in the middle of the bus next to someone I dont even know, And me being anti-Social like I was Didnt say a word and ended up being a weirdo (I guess).
We get there after 2-3Hrs of bus traveling and me listening to my CD player of mixed CDs burned from my sis of some kick-ass songs, We get our bags and start walking towards the tents, We're all following the camp leader (Some orginazing dude that looked important but I guess he was a volounteer).
We get to the tents, leave our stuff and head down this little trail path to this sort of big ampatheater (Cant remember how to spell those), and We listen to some lecture on how this is going to all work out.
The first couple of days were normal, Showers were a pain in the ass with cold water, We all had to get up early every morning and go to the freazing fucking lake and dip into it all the way.
By Friday Ive made a couple of aquantinces (Some who I never talked to again, Well... All of them lol..), And Made good conversation with the Camp leaders and especially the Cooks haha. Anyways, on Friday there was this special dance thing.
Thats where I met her. The girl destined to be my Girlfriend for about 2years of my pathetic Childhood. Yes, Sarah (Dont wanna say her last name because She might get stalked xP).
It was a nice dance, very cheezy, Disco ball haning and twirling the lights around, lots of Kick-ass music from 2001, They played "American Pie" which was super epic having alot of kids at a time Singing it.
And I go outside to take a breath of Fresh air and Look at the night sky (Being the Loner that I was I loved my alone time, Oh and to this day, I still love the night sky Its something Magical), I see this Blonde, blue eyed girl crying her heart out.
At first I dont Pay attention to her because she seems like quite an annoyance, then momments later I see shes kinda hot and looks depressed. I ask her if shes ok, And she starts out saying "yeah", Then I coax her into talking more.
She tells me this story about her Bf "Ryan" who let her go before she came to camp, or something like that. I take advantage being the little shit I am and introduce myself, Being all nice and asking her to dance and etc.
By the end of the night I have my tounge Down her throat and she feels fine (Later to cry again and feel like shes cheating on her bf who let her go). Still I felt pretty epic.
I end up finding out she lives in my same town, except shes like 30mins away by car, She lives to this day at the same shitty ranch she was when I first met her. So we start talking and shit more, pass AIM and share emails, etc.
We became good friends or lovers I dont know how to call it, She was my girlfriend then she wasnt then she was, It was all when it was convenient for her. After a shitload of Crap that I had to endure, like her Fake Cousin who she made up with an accent and everything on her phone calls.
Her leading me on while having a guy to the side at the same time. I mean this girl was a fucking Douche. She played with me alot and we would Kiss and touch and stuff. I was only 11 so kudos to me :3
Anyways, After a long time she finnally wants to make it officiall. She calls me up and after 2hrs of talking she asks if I want to go out with her. I litterally drop the phone and pick it up momments after surprised, She says "Well?" as Im about to answer her with a big Yes she says "Hold on I have another call coming through".
So I say "Ok" really fast wanting to say yes. And to my Surprise... I CAN HEAR THE FUCKING CONVERSATION FROM HER SIDE. I hate fucking phones. I hear her saying "Oh... Ryan. What do you want?" All Serious, so I think shes going to dump him and shit. As she progresses in the 10min convo I had to endure she ends up "Falling back in love with him" and leaving my out of the pricture.
She puts me back and tells me the news. To this day, I still dont know if she was fucking with me the whole time or not. Still I was pissed. We talk a bit more as friends, Then less, and less and Then I move to San Francisco for a year and I dissapear from her life. She dosent even Notice the Whore!
I come back to Sac for 2months and I start talking again because at that age (12) I was obsessed with her... And she dosent even notice that I dissapeared, She just says "oh, long time no see".
From that momment onward I was pissed off royally. So I ended up wanting to move to Argentina (Not because of her though lol, I really liked the Country) and I never talked to her again because Her email has like Stopped working.
I Came across her myspace and sent her a message out of pure Curisoty asking how shes doing etc. Shes doing ok so we talk a bit more. By the Next time I visit the states in 2006 I think, I see her again at her Ranch. She got bigger and Uglier'ish. (Not fat lol, just taller)
We talk for a bit about books and life and we end up going to a playground close by, And I try to kiss her because of the obsession I had in me, And I got rejected again (Which was my fault anyways since she was in a relationship).
After that I never see nor talk to her again. Now all of the sudden see her add me on myspace. Ill see where this goes and post on this later.
Anyways It wasnt a fun childhood, I dont feel like getting into it now though, Too many bad memories and shit...
Sorry, But right now I just dont feel like making a tip out so Number 3 will be tommorow. Love you all But im just super down xP...
Ive Decided not to post a tip today for I am too Annoyed.